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♥-forbidden.fruit-♥
this is me


○ Apple Gabrielle
○ Eighteen
○ Aries
○ April 14, 1990
○ Baguio City, Philippines
○ Out of School Youth
○ Tukmoliscious Club

♥-heart.desires-♥
because i love them


○ Love
○ Trust
○ Friendship
○ Honesty
○ Truthfulness
○ Reasons
○ Intelligence
○ Green
○ Apple
○ Shopping
○ I-pod

♥-heart.rejects-♥
all i despise


○ Hatred
○ Lies
○ Enemies
○ Doubts
○ Injustice
○ Dumbness
○ Ghosts
○ Annoyance
○ Disrespect
○ Strangers

♥-sweet.nothings-♥
say it to my face





♥-what.i.have-♥
the reason i blog


hindi kayang ibalik ng bulaklak ang nakaraan.
EX ko na siya..
isang MAJOR FIGHT. sabi ng friends ko.
Say Goodbye, Internet! Hello, Personal Life.
nakakalungkot na new year. huhu. :[
paskong kay saya. :]
may mahal akong iba pero mahal ko rin ang bf ko.
bakit palagi na lang ako?
overnight kina dettie
katamaran nanaman!!


♥-peer.pressure-♥
they inspire me


|Ate Neym| |Gerlie| |Lissie| |Kimmie| |Apple| |Prue| |Chari| |Kathleen| |Nikki| |Tessa| |Amiela| |Maj| |Karen| |Dian| |Lhynne| |Pam| |Raven| |Marga| |Rose| |Casey| |Krisha| |Marc| |Gabbie| |genibangs!| |Maia| |Lutchi| |Daichi| |Ket-Ket| |Yesha| |Regina| |Lexa| |Catrina| |Bianca| |Mia| |Mike| |Lexa| |Teoffy| |Did|


♥-check.out-♥
click them and go


|Friendster| |Multiply| |Candymag Online| |Hancinema|

♥-music-♥
put your headphones on


MISS INDEPENDENT - NEYO

♥-thank.you-♥
i'm soulfully grateful

Design: parading sentiments .
Resources: headlock.ws 3zehn.org

depression for a week :[
2:37 AM
Tuesday, March 4, 2008

nung isang linggo, ewan ko, bigla na lang akong nakaramdam ng matindin lungkot and i decided not to go to school.

i thought it was normal. feeling ko kasi dahil lang sa stress pero i noticed, i've been refusing people na. ayaw ko nang lumabas ng kwarto tapos hindi ko na sinasagot mga tawag ng friends ko.

hindi ko pinaalam sa mga kaibigan ko ang nangyari sa akin. i wanted to keep everything secret.

dinala ako ni mommy sa psychiatrist nung last tuesday at na diagnose nga ako with MILD DEPRESSION.

sabi ng doctor, dahil daw sa stress and some stressful events din na nangyari sa buhay ko. hindi ko actually alm kung anu-ano yung stressful events na yun ang alam ko lang, sobrang pagod ako.

pagod sa pag aaral, pagod sa duties, pagod sa paggawa ng requirements at pagod kay daniel. gusto ko nang mawala si daniel. gusto ko nang mawala ako sa harapan niya.

kung hindi lang at stake ang grades ko, lilipat akong school pero hindi na pwede eh. mag fo-fourth year na ako.

nung friday, bigla kong naisip na uminom nung sleeping pills ni mommy. as in yung isang bote. haha! pero buti na lang napigilan ko sarili ko.

nakausap ko si irish sa telepono nung friday. sinabihan niya si yaya na bantayan ako day and night at was daw akong hayaang mag lock ng kwarto.

ok lang naman ako. dahil lang nga malamang sa sterss yun. ok na ako nung sabado. i tried to go to my duty kagabi pero hindi ko kinaya. ewan ko. i feel like i'm not myself lately.

ayun, absent uli ako today and might be gone soon..


apol has posted on 2:37 AM
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